beautiamour

2006-12-17T23:13:00.000-08:00

hey hey..
changing to xanga.. lol
http://www.xanga.com/ilovecherrypie
but cause SOME ppl want this site to stay open..
i won't close it. lol.. do continue to tag!!!
laters
sarah

2006-12-16T23:28:00.000-08:00

for my sister sarinaaaa... lol

ok, this totally ruined my day...
i just found out that sarina will not be coming
back next year,-.-... i'm going to miss her so much
she was one of the first few people i met on the first
day of school.. go figure... lol
well, i wish you all the best jie,
you have been a great inspiration and you have
the qualities of the person i aspire to have...
keep in touch ok?? gosh.. it's been great knowing you
this whole year ok.. the time we had in dance.. comparing our
fats haha( oh yeah, btw... you don't have any ok?!?!?!)
youre a beautiful person inside out.. i think i'm going to cry now..
ahhhhh... boooooo hooooooooooooo
sobb sobb...
okok
I gtg.... buh bye
I love you sarina!!!!!

2006-12-15T01:27:00.000-08:00

Ah!!! i'm so irritated ok..
I took some pics yesterday and then I
accidentally deleted them all..!!!! AHHHHHHHH!
well, that only means that I have to take more at
attitude next week.. haha.
Yesterday, I went to mels party.. lol happy birthday dearie!!!
lol saw so many old friends. haha... ananya and I were crumping!!!! lol
that was so fun.. esther was there!!!!!!! so was iain. lol and brian toh... lol
jackey and maui and zong were there too! so was sean.. lol..
I had fun yesterday.. it was about 1130 when we left... and
we had to send jackey, maui and sean back.. haha
my parents wanted to send jackey all the way back to his house..
which is by the way, at vivo city.. haha!! so farrr and maui stays
near here.. clementi... and sean stays nearer.. so we dropped maui then jackey
and then sean. haha.. talked about piercings in the car... what a topic to talk about
lol. at the party we danced!! lol finally!! once in many weeks, I danced my butt off.
ahha.. seans crumping rocks!! lol you should totally join dance la.. lol
I wanted my hair to be a little bit more... sophisticated.. other than
letting it down.. or yeah, IAIN DYED HIS HAIR!!!!!!!!AHHHH!!!!
and it grew a little longer haha... esther looked gorgeous yesterday...
she looked so good!!! haha can't wait to see you again dearie!!! I know
everyone will miss ya!!!! muahhh!!!!
okok, I got to get off the computer now, lol
laters
sarah

The Dragonrider

2006-12-13T06:49:00.000-08:00

Hey little lady why you walkin' with your head hung low
There's gotta be an answer to whatever you don't know......
......Why ya runnin' away when your problems gonna find you
Dry your eyes and take the time to pray........

hello,
wow, its already the 13th of December..
and the next thing I know, i'll be in school
studying again.. haha, I watched Eragon today,
boy, did it keep me at the edge of my seat the whole
time, it had a simple story line and it's
computer effects were wonderful and I loved the movie.
haha I would not mind watching it again. hurhur.
well, I have to go now,...
laters
sarah

2006-12-09T00:16:00.000-08:00

ahh!!!!
i got prison break!!! haha a
so happy!!! lol going to spend my day watching it!!
its sooo clear!! yes!!!!! haha okok.. buh byee!!!!

2006-12-08T07:48:00.000-08:00

hey hey!! I went out with sam today!!!
man did I have a good time. lol
we went to far east to look for her cow haha..
we walked a lot, and she kept on dropping her stuff on
the floor haha, she had to leave for her youth fellowship
thing, so I cabbed to pri's house, I like your room pri!!
haha HAIR!!haha yeah. good times... real good times. haha..
well, talking to jackey now, hehe.. okok amazingly I drew this
flower, my mom thinks its nice. haha ( view picture hehe )
yeah and i bought chocolate today at topshop!!! haha it looks so pretty!
it says smooch!!! i hope its good!!! lol okok
i'm going now, will post tomorrow
laters
sarah

2006-12-07T18:41:00.000-08:00

I could fight
Seek revenge
But that's not who I am
No I'm not givin in
I will rise above
I'm gonna keep walkin
Though it may seem far
I'm gonna keep reachin
when life gets too hard
Not gonna let you bring me down
I'll take The High Road
I'm gonna keep climbin
Till I see the top
I'm gonna keep tryin
Though I may get lost
Not gonna let you bring me down
I’ll take the high road

hey hey, I have tuition in a while, so i'll make this a quick one.
Well, I bought a new pair of shoes and nice pants from esprit.
I bought cotton candy and watched the whole of Jon Tucker must die
yesterday with qi and I also swam where I got hit in the eye with a ball..
my eye went all red, luckily nothing bled, something amazing, I could not
see clearly for about 5 minutes then it was ok.. haa. I finished all my math
homework cause I stayed up late to do it, slept at about 140 in the morning. haa..
ok. will blog later
sarah

no apologies please.... thank you..

2006-12-06T09:01:00.000-08:00

I read my friends blog and her title was called apologies....
why? I mean, I was writing about apologise too... and my dad came
over to read it and he told me: who are you apologising to? if you don't
have anyone to say sorry to, then its not only a wasted effort, but a false apology.
I though about it and I deleted the post, cause really, it was just to make
you people read my rants, why make apologies when you don't need to make one,
my dad also told me so stop saying that i'm fat, cause it makes you out to be desperate
for attention, and its true, when you think about it, well, back to the point,
******, you should not apologise cause of who you are, its who you are that makes you
special, and you know what, there is no one cooler than being you,( that's another thing
my dad told me).. what's the point if you want to try to be someone else youre not?
and if youre apologising for being yourself, the real you, the one everyone else
loves and adores, there is no point, cause some people don't want you to change
cause they love you for who you are, not what you are, or who they want you or make you
out to be... so there is really no point, none at all, if you say sorry, when there is
no reason why you should...

well, i'm off now, hope this piece of work will leave you with a train of thought after you
read this, like one thought leading from one to another, and another....
Sarah

2006-12-06T05:44:00.000-08:00

hey hey!!!
haha sorry I did not post yesterday..lol
I was too tired after getting back from tim's house..
I had a blast!!!both of their rooms rockks o.
haha and they both have lava lamps!! haha well so do I
but still... lava lamps are coooool.. haha
we stayed up late.. not that late... but it was late for joy!!
haha.. they don't know why they have an american accent.. haha
TIM!! JOY WON YOU AT THAT MONEY GAME YOU TWO WERE PLAYING!!! HAHAAHAHA!!!!!
after that I got bored and saw a gun and we started shooting
plastic bullets everywhere!! haha that was so much fun!! ah!! tim!! I won!!!
lol.. haha he surrendered after a while.. and tim!! don't be so mean to your
sister la.. with that stupid head trick of yours.. you know what she said?
she told me that you were the best-est brother in the world ok.. even
though you bully her so much haha.. she said we were "sis in our minds"haha!!
so cute!! haha God-ma and God-pa brought Brie so that Joy could play with her..
but she ended up playing with..... me!! haha!! She's so talented!!! she sang this
song in a Broadway voice.. haha I could tell tim was suffering a lot. haha!! that girls
got a lot of talent!! We laughed so much.. and Tims room was a wreck. so I
helped him clean up.. and then joy came to mess it up again.. haha.. while he was
talking to me, he did his blanket cover and when it was all done.. joy came and
pulled it down again and again!! haha that was funny ok. haha he showed me his
spray painted picture of himself.. it was so so so good! I did not know that
it was a self portrait!! haha until his sister told me. hehe... his room is cool..
it's greeeenn!!! hahaha and his blanket is... is... is... PINK!!!!!!! hahahahhahh
that was so so so funny, well on the other side, it's green haha! He said his mom bought
so that he and his sister could shar it.. is that true tim??? or do you just like pink??? haha

Qi is coming over tomorrow!! ahhh!!! i'm super excited!! hahaha can't wait!!!!! lol she brought
me cherries!! Yum yum.. my favourite!! haha I remember 3 or 4 years ago, alisson tought me how to
take the stalk of the cherry and tie a knot with it in your mouth!! haha,that skill wore off after awhile haha, well, i'll post about tomorrow, tomorrow haha!!
lovee!!
sarah

2006-12-05T23:52:00.000-08:00

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2006-12-04T23:47:00.000-08:00

helloo..
Gavin! I did not know you lost your phone ok..
not until zong ye told me... never say one...-.-"
and I also did not know that you could not walk for a really
long time.. gosh.. you never tell me these this hor..
haha..
Sarina!!! please stay!! well, if you want to!! lol
if you go, i'm going to be so sad... really. haha, tell me
if you plan to go ok? I did not even get a picture with you
this whole year...haha love you!!!

well, my friend from perth is coming tomorrow, and
there is tuition tomorrow too.. alamak..
i'm hoping she does not give me mountains of work
to complete.. cause there is such a thing as rest and you
do it during the holidays too.. -.-
ok I guess you could say that I am officially bored.. cause there
is really nothing to do here. other than clean my room and read and
read and read and read somemore.. haha.. i'm supposed to write a
short paragraph about the good earth at the end of this week.
and when I finish this book I can read eragon and then when I
finish that one, I have to read swimming in the sea, about a hijacked
plane. and how the author survived it.. haha. sounds boring yeah? haha
lucky zong ye, he only reads when he's forced to.. I have to read no
matter what happens. People these days arr...never read one.. always
the computer.. ahah.. well, I gtg clean my room now..
buh bye
sarah

2006-12-04T06:38:00.000-08:00

this is my fat boy, darius. haha... photogenic?haha i don't know..

I got the B'day cd!! haha and the step up
soundtrack and Jojo's new one too!! yay!!
lol.. I like irreplaceable from Beyoncé, it's
nice, has a nice beat.. I wanna get the
Rihanna cd.. yeah, it's been like so long since
it came out, but yeahh.... lol ooo!! and freakum dress.
haha I have yet to find out what a freakum dress is. lol
hmmm.. still thinking about the meaning, my parents have no idea.
haha. i'm clueless. ok, I think my mom has figured it out. hur hur.
Mels back, yay, I gotta get in touch with her yeah..
and qi is coming soon. so I may not have that much time to go out
with yall, but I will make time!! haha she's here for what,
6 weeks? ahah, so still, i'll go out with anyone who wants to,
lol. have not seen her in 4 years.. haha.
Going to tim's house tomorrow, with mel and mel. haha!!! i'm bringing
my camera for sure!! Brie is coming!!! hahaha

I watched the tyra show today, my mom thought is was quite educational.
haha she put too much oil on her hands and messed up!! lol
but I picked up a whole bunch of make-up tips too!! lol..
and they were easy to remember!! well, going to hit the sheets now,
buh bye
sarah

2006-12-03T08:35:00.000-08:00

Give us the strength to make it through
Help us find love cause love is over due
And it looks like we haven't got a clue
Need some help from you
Grant us the faith to carry on
Give us hope when it seems are hope is gone
Cause it seems like so much is goin wrong
On this road we're on

Helloo, my dogs came back from the hotel today...
ariel really lost weight!! But you know, it makes
her look young!! I was running through some blogs
when I found out that sarina jie was crowned
prom queen!! haha i'm not very surprised by that.
haha and sugi was the king I think.. if I am
correct that is. lol.. they should have a
prince and princess too!! haha runners-up.
I talked to vera today and she shouted into
the phone when she read that tay ping hui and some
other guy was not in the top 10.. haha.. that really brought
me back to last year, when janine was head-over-heals about
tay ping hui. and chelsea over the Joel and Benji Madden, Natalie
was obsessed with Pierre from sp, hen was drooling over sabastion, teri
supposedly had a crush on david, abbys was chuck and no one had a crush on
jeff... go figure. haha( they took them as husbands and all of the guys
were from sp hur hur ), hmmm oh yes, how can i forget, the queen, the one
that had the most "husbands" haha Khoon Ting : Jay Chou, Edison Chen...
just about any young, chinese, famous male singer.. haha!! We would line up
near the teachers' lockers after assembly and they would rush over to
the number that their "husbands'" age was.. like Joel and benji was what.. 24?
or was it 23? sorry, i'm outdated. I recall that they would swoon over a little
picture of them. haha.. I would exchange posters of them to get
others.. hah.. but you know, that time, it has been long gone, I guess
that reminds me that you know, you gotta keep in touch with the people you love,
or the people that love you. I guess what i'm trying to say is.. keep your
relationships strong, healthy you know? yeahh..

it's 1 again.. i'll post later in the day. goodnight
sarah

2006-12-02T07:58:00.000-08:00

hello all,
yeah, I've been gone, but you know what,
i'm back!! hahaha hey rachel!! lol I miss
you lots you know? It's been too long really..
well.. I saw a shar-pei at the market
in bangkok.. it was really the cutest thing in the
world, other than ariel and darius that is haha, and
we were almost going to buy it!! until my dad realised
that we probably don't have time for it and the quarantine
time was like what 4 to 5 months?? too loonggg... I really
really wanted that puppy, I touched its little nose too!!
hur hur.. i'll post some pictures later.. it's the cutest baby
girl ever... My parents agreed that we will definitely own at
least one shar-pei in our life time... although my mom and I want at
least 6 haha!! I also saw a St. Bernard puppy, that had the softest
head ( it was the fur la! ) and a black Basset Hound puppy
that wanted me to cuddle it cause it warmed up to me the
moment I saw it. haha... my mom and I were squealing over the
thousands of puppies all around us. as we were walking out of the pet
section,m we saw a bull dog puppy that was sleeping belly-up.It was
truly amazing what I saw and how much I learnt.. I guess He must have
had loads of fun making the animals huh? OHHHHHHH!!!!!I BOUGHT CLOTHES!!!
like finally I could find some decent form of clothes, I am

to the tag replies( I have a lot to do here )
Virti: hey girl!!! oh yes!!! smack! youre going to be in acs after all!!
well, I hope lol.. thank God!! haha.. well, we'll catch up really soon
ok? love ya!

Rachel:Hellooo!!! haha.. well, i'm back yeah? haha. I know,3 weeks in bangkok is
too long huh? try convincing my parents to let me stay here!! lol will
keep in touch..

pri: haha don't worry!! I miss you yeah? well catch up soon!

Gavin: hmm looking at the amount of tag trashing you have done,
not only to mine, but others, I must say, you must be really bored huh?haha!!
well, that's why you have basket ball.. lol.. see you soon!

Zong ye: hey hey!!!Thanks for the card, just got it. lol. lovely quotes!!! lol
hope to see you soon!!!

okok.. here are my thank you's to everyone this year here goes!!:
Hmmmm lets start from my class:

Rachel: hey girl, thanks for the times we had during science class,
you complaining to me about mark or zong or alex or Leonard... that really
was fun wasn't it? haha well, come to me if you need anything yeah? love you.!

Dawn and Leonard I: hey you two, always together ( as friends ah!! so dawn, don't
come and scold me!! hahahahah ) hmmm what can I say to you two guys... well..
Kelly, Teddy or Leonard( you choose which one you want la haha) you dance ok la.. haha
and if you do want, join the club. Dawn, thank you for your friendship, and
your wonderful stories about Drake, I wanna meet him one day, sorry I could not join
both of you the other day after school, I had rehearsal. haha.. that is one lunch
I will never forget.. Thanks. Love you both. P.S dawn, i'm going to miss fighting
about Hady and Jonathan with you!!haha BTW, my mom thinks youre very pretty... and I must
say, that is a fact!! remember... somebody gonna get a hurt real bad... haha!!!!!!

Gavin and Zong ye: I know you two are the best of friends. and really, I must thank you..
the both of you, if it werent for the fact that you guys were guys.. you both would
me my best friends.. scratch that.. I already consider you guys as my besties.. and I thank you for that.. and I thank acs that we were placed together in 1z!

Mark, Leonard, and Alex: hello you 3 boys that make the girls so freaked out.. Stop pestering Rachel ok????? Well, I guess you two ( Mark and Alex ) are good as the in-penetrable "wall" that I always got irritated with.. well.. thanks for making the class laugh.. and yeah..

okok.. that was my class, so now lets move on to the rest of the classes shall we?

Pri and Yan Ning: hi both of you!!! you both have truly evolved into 2 beautiful butterflies..
and well, both of you are my fav ruggers. thanks yann.. just for being there even when it took such a long time to get to know you, I'm really sorry for that.. and pri, no matter what happens, i'm here for you. Love you both

Maurice, Darren, Stephen and Ratch : hello bball boys.. the best of them. haha well.. I think all of you are good la.. thanks for making my laugh my head off whenever you open that mouths of yours..thanks!!!!!!!

Virti and Divya: hey girls,thanks for being my besties!!! hahah making me laugh with all the silly, small things.. haha see you next year!!!

Week, Moosa and Daryl: you ah.. like the 3 musketeers.. always together.. haha.. I guess those last moments of being back stage was kinda funny when I wanted to throw-up cause I did not eat that much.. I can't believe you though our hair was funny ok.. big is nice. lol. hope to be in either one of your classes in the coming year..

Now, the older years...

JACKEY!!!!!!!!!: haha!!! hey you!!! I love those pictures man.. always puts a smile on my face. haha I really hope you'll stay in dance man!!! just remember!!! you still own me my you got served video!!! haha jkjk.. just remember! real men dance.. thanks for being like my big brother!! LOVE YA!!!

Sarina: hey jie, you were one of the first few people that I met in school this year, thank you, for showing me what being strong means.. thank you, you helped me set my expectation of acs when I just came outta scgs. After meeting you, I knew, at that instant, I would love acs. Thank you for being my jie.. I guess we have so many things in common.. I mean, Gavin actually thought you were my sister.. haha.. I would not mind you being my older sister, cause I know, i'll be so proud of you. so thanks sarina jie. Love you!!!

Esther and Lydia: hey you two.. both of you are my role models.. the best to chose from... thanks for all the love and hugs yeah! haha Esther, I hope to see you at family gatherings like the Christmas party or the Birthaday party. It was great knowing you!!! Lydia, I hope to give you at least one hug everyday in school next year. thank you both for showing me what respect and Godliness is all about.. lovee...

Mel and Iain: hey you, I know I will definitely see both of you!!!! Thank you for showing me the ropes and all.. love you both.. so very much.. we are family after all..

Naomii: hello!!!the pretty gal haha.. Naomii, I'll never forget the time when we sand ding dong bell and when you asked if you could slap me.. cause you were so high. haha thanks for being a great friend I can rely on. love you.

Sandy and Quande: hehehe.. there is a reason why I put both of you together.. but I'm not going to say it.. thanks both of you.. for being.. just such great friends.. I know I can hang out with you whenever daddy has a meeting in school or anything.. haha sandy, don't you dare quit dance!! haha see you both next year!!

Well, it's 1 am now, and I still have to unpack a bit, i'll post more thank you's tomorrow, til then
sarah
P.S enjoy the pics

iain puts the e in ego... haha Jackey and Rachel my princess, virti
cool nails Jackey!!

we're all here for you sandy the cutest naomii

it was a great year.. dance.. my little shar-pei

you tired huh?? St. Bernard and Black Basset Hound
the beautiful chandelier

2006-11-16T05:18:00.000-08:00

Lately nothing I do ever seems to please you
And maybe turning my back would be that much easier
Cause hurtful words are all that we exchange
But I can't watch you walk away
I'd fail cause I, I just can't live a lie

When you look back on times we had
I hope you smile
And know that through the good and through the bad
I was on your side when nobody could hold us down
We claimed the brightest star
And we, we came so far
And no they won't forget
Whenever you remember times gone by
Remember how we held our heads so high
When all this world was there for us
And we believe that we could touch the sky
Whenever you remember, I'll be there
Remember how we reached that dream together
Whenever you remember

Time flies by when youre having fun doesn't it?
When youre sad, it's all slow and easy..
but when youre happy, elated, having fun..
it just comes and goes past you like.. wind.
and that moment may never come back.
This whole year has been challenging, new
and most of all, it was full of fun. Even though
there were time that I cried at night or in the afternoon.
there would always be someone there to comfort me, with
their words, and their actions... And now, I look back
at all my friends, the ones that I have made, and those
that I have broken... some friendships grew stronger.
but some just... died down... and never really came back..
I've made mistakes this year, and I know that the next time I
get into the same situation, i'm going to take the long and winding
route instead of the short and easy route cause that would lead to
self-destruction. I really apologise to my parents whom I have probably
caused the most trouble for.. and I wanna thank you mom and dad, I know
you are reading this, thanks for everything, cause I know that you guys care
for me, I look to you as my closest friends and my parents that I can depend on...
Thank you Zong ye, for being there for me whenever I was sad, and whenever I cried.
thanks for making me laugh when it was not even funny, you just put it in the
funniest manner you could and I thank you for being one of my closest friend this year.
Thank you pri, for the things you do, you truly have been there for me since the starting
of the year, and I hope that inturn, you'll come to me whenever youre sad or
upset, for that's what friends are for.
Thank you Virti, for just talking to me.. and putting all your burdens on me,
I hope you'll stay in acs, but I can't make that choice for you, just
do where your heart wants you to go, and where you feel best..

okok. I have to go,
it's almost 930, so i'll post tomorrow
yeah?
God Bless

2006-11-15T06:30:00.000-08:00

Dreams
I guess we're just made of dreams
Nothin' else matters
As long as we believe
I'm lookin' at you
And I see my life
Passing before my eyes
And when the journey's over
And all my dreams come true
I dream of you

Hey, I just heard from Christine!!!
haha.. poor Claris, I hope your head is ok!!!
Amazingly, I expected my body to ache a lot
this morning, but to my surprise, I was perfectly
fine..haha!! I did so much exercising yesterday..
like immediately after pe, I had dance for 1 and a
half hours. But I did not get any aches.. hur hur..
amazing huh? Today's rehearsal was way worse than
yesterdays. It was from 5 to about 8.30... haha
but hey, you gotta do what you gotta do!! hehe..
During science, dawn and I watched the Russell Peters
show and it was hilarious. Some people are just gifted
in different ways.. I wonder what mine is.. what is my gift?
hmm thinking... still thinking.. i've thought about this question
a lot recently.. but nothing seems to pop up in that
little mind of mine. It's kind of amazing if you think about your
gift you know? Like in X-men every mutant has his or her gift, and you
have to use it wisely I suppose. Only destruction will come if you
misuse it. If you just look at X-men, you'll get what i'm saying.

Well, i'm really tired..so i'm going now,
Buh Bye!!
God Bless

2006-11-14T04:05:00.000-08:00

I get into the car
Turn the radio up real far
To shut out the noise
So I can hear my voice
There's a party on down the street
But nobody invited me, cause I got a gig
Baby sittin' my uncle's kids
Why me?
Whoa is me

Hellooo.. I played rugby today!! haha
for the first time.. hurhur.. but I don't really get
the game.. haha!!! But it's ok.. lol.
I really have no idea how to kick the darn ball..
It's not that i'm scared, fine maybe just a teeny-little
bit hehe, but I just can't aim.. lol
that's also ok, I mean. I guess rugby is not my sport.
Hmm, then what is? Well, it's up to me to find out
and for me to do well in it I suppose. Hurhur..
I think I stepped on something when I was playing rugby
bare-footed.. it felt really really weird.. like a piece
of glass, but there was nothing in sight( on my foot that is )
now, as I walk, I can feel something penetrating
into my foot, maybe it is because when I was a little girl,
I opened the fridge and a glass bottle fell out and I stepped on the
glass, yup. so maybe it's the after effect, but I was about 5
years old when that happened.. I guess I should not have even
played bare-footed in the first place. I've learnt my lesson,
you know,I guess its not true when people
say that time heals all wounds.
ok I'll post later.
God Bless

2006-11-13T05:13:00.000-08:00

happy happy happy.... hehehhehe

Hihi!!!
I wen tout and bought clothes today!!!
I am happy now..haha.. got a hoodie like jacket thing
from esprit.. totally satisfied.. haha..
today was a great day.. except for the fact that
the dance was all off timing and we kinda...
fine, we screwed up a lot of our moves..
well.. i'm glad to hear that the bball team won
this round, i'm really happy.. haha!!
well, i'll post more tomorrow..
buh bye!!
God Bless

2006-11-12T06:36:00.000-08:00

hehe..
just got off the phone with yen hua...
haha she's such a cutie..
all her random words..:
- Oh that's nice, i'm hungry..
- LANA CAKE TO THE RESCUEEEE!!
- I'm a pretty little girl.. I'm a short, pretty little girl, I'm a cute, short, pretty little
girl
- link me link me link me link me link me link me link me link meeeee!!!!!
- You need a chill pill..

I like the last one best hehe.. well
it's going to be a really long day tomorrow, with all the practice and
stretching.. ARGGHHH.. hah.. well i'm going to hit the sheets now..
buh bye!
God Bless

2006-11-11T23:24:00.000-08:00

The room is jumping
We'll dance until the dawn
Come with me
There's a party going on
The place is rocking
It's only just begun
I know the place to go
And we're gonna have some fun
Cause anything that boys do
Don't you know that girls can too
Girls can too

I like this song hehe

JACKSONNNNN!!!GAVINNNN!!!!!!
you people ahhh.. trashing my
beautiful tag bored..:((
haha..
I've been reading a lot.. ( And no, btw,i'm not
some type of genius, I wanted to go out with my friends
but my mom insisted that I stay at home and focus on my
"personal enrichment" instead. Well it's for my own
good!!) Dancing in the sea, Sammy's Hill, The Good Earth..
not the mention the daily papers.. haha
Jackson called me.. asked if i'd like to go out for a movie..
sorry Jackson.. like I said.. reading.. you too gav.. haha
and the rest of the people that were with you.. ahah.
Hmm hopefully i'll be able to read all these books by the end
of the year.. yeah?that would be terrifffiiicccc.
I'll then have a head full of extraordinary vocabulary
which are basically used for people beyond my years. That's
a great thing I suppose. Talked to anna just now. miss her
so much.. haha all the laughing, and the fighting too..
I'm so sad, I forgot to bring my camera on teacher's day
and now, I don't have any pictures of my friends;((
haha
well, i'll be on my way now,
toodles..
God Bless
Sarah

2006-11-11T00:54:00.000-08:00

hihi.. replying tags..
Anna: Annnaaa bannaannaaaa!! hahahaha you smiley woman!!! with all the ha, hor, wo.
haha!! you ah!! missing you heap loads!! heheheh

Pri.: Fine!!! okok,i'll update it when I feel like it yeah? haha

Gavin: haha yup!! you are correct!! that's how you spell my name.. hur hur.. hmm
miss you-.- maybe? haha of course I will!!! lol roseyyy!!

Zong ye: haha, yea!! i'll miss talking to you in school a lot a lot.. hur hur!!=))

2006-11-10T17:33:00.000-08:00

It's the end of the year, and in sc, at the end of the year
I was happy cause I would be going overseas, and I knew that I
would be seeing my friends the following year, but now, in acs i,
I feel sad, not only because I simply ADORE school.. but also
because, i'm going to miss everyone in it. Particularly Zong ye, Pri,
Yann, cheryl,Rachel TAI,sandy, chern,quande,virti, mau, darren
steph, dawn and well lots more people. I love the fact that we can just
walk into the office and then hang there... it really shows the difference.. I mean
there is a certain limit of noise that you can make, but, it's just the
amazing relationship that the pupils have with the teachers, not to
mention the Vice and Principal.. After witnessing the great fun that the
all of us had yesterday, it made me think.. how much do I really
love this school? And if I do love this school.. I certainly have to
secure my place in it.

Stayed back until, quite late yesterday.. hehe.. I saw james sisters!! oh my
they are sosoooosooooooo cute!! ahahaha.. Emma was playing football with me
heheheheheh.. so adorable la... Wow, our performance is next week,
and lots of us have not gotten all the steps, I guess we can't
give up now huh.

My legs are all achey and it's not funny-.-

painted my nails brown.. hehehehee.. I like it=))
okok i'll post some more later, Buh bye!
God Bless

2006-11-09T04:53:00.000-08:00

Yeah yeahh!!!! I met sam todayy!!!
after hearing what happened to you... I decided..
i'm going to try to persuade myself to eat too..
hehe..
Well, I&E carnival today, Yen could not make it..=(
how sad, but you know what, for the first time in my life..
I saw the guys making food!! hahahahahahahhhahah its so funny..
Daryl decided not to listen to me, as he was talking he waved
the knife that he was holding back and forth, to and frow,
and it was really scary, but you know, if anyone got hurt,
it would have been so so so scary, really.. But did daryl wanna
listen to me? NO!?!?! why? well probably cause he still thinks
i'm stupid. Moving right along, I saw nat!!!!!!!! ahh!! she was
wearing a mini skirt!! and virti tells me that she goes to school
in that.. she was wearing make-up ok!??!?!?! AHHH!!! And she says
there are worse people in her school.. alamak!! haha
OHOHOHOHOHHO!!!! there was a dunking thing-a-ma-gig and I wanted to
get dunked so bad, then I started sneezing..-.-..
it totally ruined my mood. AH!!! HOWEVER!!!!! Dr. B and Mr.Chew
got dunked!!!!!! hahhahahahh I have a vid.. Mr. Chew was in the rain!!
I did not really expect that.. I mean, he's the VP!!!??!?!? Hurhur..
Oh! Naomii, Brain, Ananya and Caren's stall sold really
really really good cupcakes!! they were sooosooosoooosooo good!!!
Haha.. Brain was going to give me one for free cause he paid for
one already but he did not take it yet. but I decided to give it to him
in the end, thanks anyway!! hehe.. I act 3... wait no.. 4 hahah!!
Mr. Chew gave me one cause he bought too many!!! HAHAHHAHHAHHAH
I really appreciate the effort that the administration puts in to build
a relationship with us, and I guess that's what make acs inter so special
Well, I had a blast today. I really did.. thanks yall.. Buh bye!!!
God Bless
here are some pictures... enjoyy

PRI IS SO PREETTTYYYY!!! hehehe this was how much rubbish there was.. tsk tsk!! From the left, Gordon, Zong ye, Gavin.. haha!! Cooking stuff yeahh?
i wanted to be dunked, but i really was not feeling well.. haha! sorry guys!!

2006-11-08T04:58:00.000-08:00

SAMMMMM!!!! YOU'RE FINALLY BACKK!!! I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE YOU!!!!!

2006-11-08T02:46:00.000-08:00

Hihi..
I had dance the whole day.. like from
9 to 125.. haha. We managed to get some food
in between haha.. Jackson and I were like carrying porridge
up to the hall hehe.. he was like.. I feel so awkward doing this
and he dashed up the stairs!! hahahahahha

OHHHH!!! guess what! I found lao shi's blog!!! ahhh!!
I'm soo happy!!!!!!!! FINAALLYYYYY!!!!! the blog
that I have been looking for for ages.. hehe.. I LOVE LAO SHI!!!
hehehe=)))))
There is the I&E funfair tomorrow.. And I HOPE Yen Hua will come.
I had to make brownies!! I took some off the spoon and I think there is
some on my face now... hehe!!!! But they smell sosososososososo good!!!
Really really good. I hope there is enough.. poor zong.. don't get so mad yeah?
Quoting the wise words of my good friend Nat c.: Chill..
haha!.. That's what I miss about sc.. It's always about something new..
and no one is scared of what is coming towards us... I hope that
attitude will stick with my forever... I spent 6 years in sc.. and
I have adapted to the ac system in a snap.. all I hope is that I do not
lose any attitude scgs has taught me throughout the years..
well.. i'll post pictures of the brownies later..
Buh bye
God Bless

2006-11-07T07:04:00.000-08:00

No matter what we go through
You step up, I'll step up too
It don't matter what the haters say
As long as you are my boo
No matter how hard it gets
This love will have no regrets
As long as we'll be
Stepping on the dance floor
It's me and you

I found a new song..
It's called step up.. and it's really nice
haha.. you know.. this year, i've messed up
quite a bit and I've been thinking.. the people
in between were the ones that got hurt and I'm sorry
for being so selfish... I mean.. things can go really
crazy when things go wrong.. and I've been in situations
where at one point, every thing is fun.. and the next minute,
sadness and depression comes into the picture.. I'm trying to say
i'm sorry for hurting people... the people that care for me.
I'm sorry that I was too selfish and was oblivious to the
care and friendship you people gave me.. I was ignorant and blinded
by my self-centered-ness and without taking a second thought
about the situation, I hurt people I love.. well.. even though
I did not really give that many people roses for valentines day
as a gift for my appreciation. I decided to post one for yall to
see.. thanks.... thanks for just being a friend..

Apparently, i'll be missing 4 hours of school tomorrow!! YAY!!
That means no art!!hehehehhehehehhehehehehehheheh!!!!! maybe I will
be at math.. well there is nothing to do at math . HAH!! I took a really
really cold shower cause I did not want to get any aches and pain..
hehe.. AHH!!! we won the rugby match!! hehehehe!! so happy!! lalala
I was downstairs with pri for a short while and the vp walked pass..
and before brian got into his car, he shouted: Mr. chew!! I think you're sexy..
and Mr. chew replied.. Oh of course I am!! haha!!
That really tickled me pink.. Mr. Chew is a nice man I must say hehe..
You know, at dance, sandra went home so jackson did not have a partner
and mel picked some of us to do this real cool trick where we have to go on him and
do this pose and then a backflip.. so she chose ananya, bea and I.
When it was my turn. I forgot that we had to put our hands on his shoulder and
instead, I held on to his hand and the next moment, I was on the floor. haha!!
With a big thump!! It was so loud!! ahaha! But I did not hurt myself!! hehe.. I was so
scared cause I am sosoooosososos fatt.. and jackson could hurt himself..yeahh haha!!
okok
i'm going to hit the sheets nowww.. God bless!!
Nights!
this was the trick when ananya was trying it.. haha

AN... AN...ANANYA!! he he Me, Jackson, Ananya

alagante? haha guess who?!?!

2006-11-06T02:44:00.000-08:00

This is for the girls comin' from NYC
I'm feelin' you like yous family
And everybody down from LA to BC
Rockin' to the same old CDs
This is for the kids in the clubs and the street
Talkin' bout you work three deity
Get on the dance floor where the music is free

Today has been...
interesting if you want to put it that way.. haha
we did not take first period cause of the I and E
thing.. haha! Chinese, we got a free period,
I'm assuming lao shi gave a free period cause
she does not want to get stressed when she's pregnant
ahaha!!poor lao shi.. has to deal with nick and gordon
and mark.. Talking about mark, he does not have to go
for the trip to URA tomorrow cause he's going for some test
thing..Well it's his loss I suppose haha.

You know.. I've been thinking lately, some things can occur
because of fate, destiny the whole sha bang, but some things
can also occur because of what you say... Example? :
Well, there was a lady that was so tired when she
got home and uttered some words that she thought was ok to utter
( it was something like I am so tired that I could sleep on a grave
something like that la... )
and the next day, she was sent to hospital, but she kept on living...
Scary? Yeah it is.. And I just find it horrifying.. I guess its not
a physical thing but a spiritual thing... know what I mean?
Lesson learnt, I will never say any thing that makes me curse myself or
anyone around me.. I guess it's just silly.

Oh yes, Rachel Tai!!!!!!!!! Get well soon ok?!??! Don't worry,
I will be prayin'
LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!

I'm going now, see yall
Sarah
God Bless

2006-11-05T06:08:00.000-08:00

you gotta be up there,
you gotta be somewhere..
where ever you are, i'm waiting..
cause there are these nights where
I sing myself to sleep
and hope in my dreams
bring you close to me...
are you listening?..

helllooo!!
I WATCHED STEP UP!!!
I like it soooosooosoosososososo much!!
haha. I want to watch it again!!
the movie was great.haha
there was a character called MILES!! haha
well, i'm off bye

2006-11-04T19:24:00.000-08:00

boredom..
that is what I am suffering from...
haha.. look how bored i am?!?!?
Poor zong ye.. his whole family is in London except for him
Cheer up man!! All of us shall go and watch DOA or Step up..
I wanna watch step up soooo bad.. AHHH!! lol
I did not realise that material girls was in theaters
already haha.. but now, I somehow don't really want to watch it
any more haha!! I suppose lots of the sc people would go head
over heels over the guys in the movie.. haha!! I did not even get to watch
Jon Tucker Must Die ok.. and according to vera, the whole cinema was
filled with sc girls.. WOW.. that's a lot of people.. hah
well, I don't care!!! I'm going to buy the DVD
haha. Yes vera, I will get you something too!!
well.. i'm off now!!
Buh bye!
God Bless

2006-11-03T18:21:00.000-08:00

I guess it's gonna have to hurt,
I guess I'm gonna have to cry,
And let go of some things I've loved,
To get to the other side,
I guess it's gonna break me down,
Like fallin when you try to fly,
Sad but sometimes moving on with the rest of your life,
Starts with goodbye.

hi again..
you know, not posting post is one thing, writing posts and not
posting it is another... You know, I have rewritten tremendous
amounts of post.. and but I just don't feel like posting it after
I write it... I mean, this is not perpetual,but you know, it comes
once in awhile.

Sometimes it's because I have no idea what to write about. Like
once, I was so bored until I wrote a post about posting. This habit
of writing and rewriting posts is strangely disturbing. I have no idea why
I feel this way. I feel a need to write something interesting down.. but
after I get it down on paper, I just lose interest.
Sometimes I look at the flora and fauna outside my bedroom window to get
at least an idea...

I lay in bed, and reminisce about the times I had with people...
and slowly but surely, my mind just fades.. I cannot let my mind fade..
it's just.. not a good thing when it fades.. I have to keep on point..
Well, I truly hope that I can come up with some idea so that I can post
it down for ya'll.. well buh bye
God bless

2006-11-03T08:13:00.000-08:00

so cuteee!!!!!!! hahhahahahahhahaha

Friendship..
What is friendship? well, I think it is more
than just 2 people meeting up together
and talking and laughing..
its also about sharing your burdens...
I guess 2 very good examples of friendship
is pri and zong ye.. I mean, when I need
help, I know I can always go to them, and you know,
these are the 2 people that can comfort me when
lets say my parents scold me or anything in my
life goes wrong.. And I just wanna take this opportunity to
say thanks guys... you are like my comfort zone, where
I feel most comfortable talking with.. and I just want
you to know that I'll always here there for ya'll
even if it means to be 1000000000000000000km away
from you. So thanks!!

Today was tiring... very tiring indeed...
I had to do all these fancy jumps here and there.. haha!!
sorry melissa... I did not really get the steps right at all
oppppsss!!! hahahahhahah
when I got back home,I talked to pri on msn for a little while
then went to watch tv.. when I came back, I saw this msg that she left me
on msn... and miles was on it as well.. alamak!!!!!!!! okok
I was like.. sarah wong.. chill.... haha!!! no la!!!jkjk
So I just replied.... really late.. sorry yall!!! haha
well.i'm going to sleep now.. so
buh bye!!
God Blesss!!!!!

you make me feel.....

2006-11-02T04:39:00.000-08:00

Hihi..
i've been feeling melan cholic lately..
Maybe it's mood swings.. maybe it's the people
around me that is affecting my mood.
I don't know, all I know is that it may
be affecting the people around me..
and I want to take this rare oppurtunity to say sorry
to everyone..

Hey this is a message for my good friend yan ning..
Don't worry ok?!?! you have me, Leona and Cheryl.
WE LOVE YA!!!!!!!!!

Gave pri her present today..
I hoped she liked it.. it was my idea
to make it for her... I wanted to.. and I guess I did.
Somehow, I feel as if I've been... cheated? I don't know..
cause this was my idea.. and I made, drew, bought everything..
I made people sign.. but someone else got the credit..
this is not a cry for help.. or a rant-blog... I'm just writing
down how I feel... and i'm sad I guess... melan cholic is the word.
I suppose it's just me.. well.. Its not easy to make me angry
or anything... but.. I guess.. i'm growing up..
that's how I feel right now..sad.. down..
but you know, I know just the person to cheer me up.. and I know
he'll always be there.. so THANKS ******!!! you totally rock my socks!!
hahahahhha

well I hope you'll enjoy the picture.. lovee
God bless

poor zong.. always gets bullied... lol.. that's cj by the way.. and mark too!!

this is what happens during a free period during science... poor zong.. he said if you pretend to pull a cloth in and out of your ear.. you'll feel it.
twinkle twinkle little star..... this was what i made for pri
this was her reaction

sadness is a strange thing

2006-11-01T00:08:00.000-08:00

" when you can dream, then you can stop, a dream is a wish you make with your heart...."
" the second star from the right, shines through the night for you...."
" So i, had to let go of the pain, let love rain down on me...."
" Cause if you can dream, reflections in our diamond sky come shinning all through"

This is the first time i'm having a break down ok... ahh!!!!! blehhh
you know.. all these songs that kids listen to.. they're all
lies... I dream and wish that I got really high... but that
never happened...
you know, if love is a strange thing... so can sadness..
i just feel so sad now... i passed everything..
and i'll be going to year 2...
but you know.. i did not do that well...
you know what... ***** thinks i'm dumb..
he thinks i'm stupid.. i may not be the best in math, but
does he have to say that everybody can beat me in math..
hey, i passed math ok.
i did better than so many people....
that just makes me feel useless..
i know ***** does not really like me..
and i don't know why.. or how i offended him.. but
it's complicated... i feel like I put in all my hard work,
and I get this... all this.... crap if you want to put it
that way... another word for crap would be... rubbish..
I get all this rubbish, that i'm dumb.. that I can
only say one word which is whatever....
I know more words than that ok.. I can't belive
it.. it's so irritating... it's dumb that's what it is..
I decided to just ignore his silly remarks and not be immature about this.
Boys mature later after all.. and that's a fact..

I wish that my hair would grow long long long!!
haha.. I miss pri.. I miss her so muchhh!!!! PRI!! I MISS YOU!!!
lol.. she's coming back today... and will be coming to school tomorrow..
I HOPE SHE'LL BE HAPPY HAPPY!!!
haha.. cause I went through lots of trouble to do stuff.. lol
I LOVE YOU PRIIII!!!.. I have dance tomorrow too.. haha..
from 4 to 630.. so long ah.. that reminds me.. Brian long lives in the long house!! haha
yesss.. ooo!!!! the dance people are on the school mag thing.. hah!!!!!!
so is pretty auntie lisa!!! ( a.k.a : Zong's girlfriend!! haha no la!! she's mine!! haha)
well, i'll be off now,
will post more posts!! haha!!!!
Buh Bye!!
God bless

2006-10-31T02:28:00.000-08:00

i found this on the net.. it's sooo cuteeeeee i love pigsss!!
hih..
I'm getting a jab later..
I don't want to get injected..
ahhh!! I'm scared of the painnnn haha!!!!
I don't like injections.. it's so painful...
I remember we got injected last year with some.. thing
and a lot of people were crying cause the lady was talking
on the phone and just injected us.. AHHH!! I hurt ok!!
A LOT OF BLOOD CAME OUT FROM MY ARMMMMMMM....
I never liked needles.. i'm so scared!!!!!

haha.. on a separate subject.. waited for daddy in school
with Daryl, Zong ye and Tim..
Mel came after that.. Tim is obsessed with daddy's name.. haha
he thinks it's a cool name haha!! and he was repeating it over and
over and over... lol After all of them went home, I went to the
office to hang around and sit with naomii.. james came..
saw chern... said hi.. laughed a little bit...
sat with sanddy and quande.. lol
they are the funniest!! lol...
well... i'm off to eat!!!! and then it's the worst thing ever..
my jabb.. buh bye!!
God bless

2006-10-30T02:03:00.000-08:00

ok.. this is official.. i confess...
i'm going to miss 1z next year..
given that our class is probably the most troublesome,
loud, noisy and... hmmmm... disgusting class
in year one...
but i'll miss 1z... I really will...
1z has been the funniest, most strangest
class I have ever been in.. but you know what..
it has taught me so many things and I have made
great friends because of this class....

As we go on, we remember
All the times we had together
And as our lives change, come whatever
We will still be, friends forever

yeahh..that's from the graduation...
I love that song.. hah.. i'm going to miss
the laughter... cause i'll probably never laugh like this
ever.. this has been a fun year.. and I have 1z to thank..

I need to get new clothes.. I need to go shopping..
I just heard that I have dance on Thursday and Friday..
Friday's one is from 1 to 6.. 5 hours again.. ai ya.....
I can't watch DOA with maurice they all... sorry mau,
I promise I go with you another day ok?? You can play your
ice hockey or something haha!! well..
I'll blog more later
buh bye!!
God bless

2006-10-30T01:20:00.000-08:00

I PASSED MATH!!!!!!
AHHHHH!!!!!
i ammmm sooooooosooooooooo happyyyy!!!
i wanna thank my tuition teacher, my parents,
Mr. Ramesh and my sweet sweet friends priyanka
and zong ye for having confidence in me!!! ahhh!!!!!
I PASSED!!!!
YAY!!!!!
haha!!
ok going to walk my dogs... buh bye!! GOD BLESS YOU WORLD!!

2006-10-28T21:34:00.000-07:00

Love can be a many splended thing
Can't deny the joy it brings
A dozen roses Diamond rings
Dreams for sale And fairy tales
It’ll make you hear a symphony
And you just want the world to see
But like a drug that makes you blind
It’ll fool you every time

Helloo....
i'm super duper happy today..
I had my share of bubble tea!! hahaha!!!
Once, Alex sent me this thing on how to drink Bubble tea the
right way.. is there a right way? I mean, all you do is just.... gulp
it down i guess.. haha!! But you know, who am I to comment on
these things?? I'm just your average teenage girl!!
I guess it's up to you to think about this...
You know what i really hope... I hope some PEOPLE in my
class would stop bothering *****.... it's totally ridiculous..
i mean.. she's just a person yeah?? Well, i declare on my blog that
i personally think that ***** is a nice person.. And i do enjoy talking with
her. It's not me that i chose what people should do..
but you know... this is really getting outta hand..and it's up to you to decide
if you wanna give her a chance to prove what a nice person she is.. cause,
that's how you get to know people.. and it shows your heart.. People may be
popular cause their pretty.. or whatever makes that popular.. but you know..
they may be popular, but the heart shows.... you may be pretty, but your heart
may not be.. getting the picture?
Moving right along....
I went to look for some clothes today... but, i could find
anything that suited me best..so i think i'll go shopping with pri or
virti at topshop or some place like that.. i suppose...

Another phrase came to my mind again...: Family trees need watering, too...
I guess I don't have a green thumb or have that much knowledge about
plants.. but one things for sure.. I know that when plants don't get
the water they need, they wilt, and die.....
I thought about it, and same thing goes for family trees... know what I mean?
if you don't have something to rekindle that relationship with your family...
it will just wilt and die.... you know.. I guess that's how families break up...
well.. that's all I have to say.. there's a thorn in my family and I hate it...
I detest it... I HATE HATE HATE HATE IT!
Buh bye.. God bless..

2006-10-28T04:43:00.000-07:00

"Every second chance begins with a first step........"

I have this urgent need to watch this movie.....
lol

2006-10-28T02:43:00.000-07:00

helloooo..
went to open house just now.. lol
immediately went to the music room to watch
DONOVAN play the pianooo.. hahah!!!
you know.. he can play unfaithful on the piano???!?!
ahh!!! Joel saw a spinning top that you get when you open
the maggie mee packet.. and called it the top of doom and
distruction...he threw a chicken nugget of some sort at don.. haha!!
hmm the band was kinda cool I suppose... excusing the fact that I almost
went deaf.. I liked it!! haha...

this is from haiq( sorry if I spelt your name wrongly!!! :( )
"I'm a hairy man, from a hairy land.... i'm so hairy, like a fairy"
He kept on singing it!! haha.. you sing it to the turn of the barbie girl
song by aqua.. lol... I ATE CHOCOLATES!!! haha
fatty fattttyyy... that's me!!! ai ya.. haha.. I ate 2!!! what else...
hmmmm...
i'm tired.. so i'm going to stop typing.. cheerss!!!!! GOD BLESSSS
here are some photos......
quoth moossaaaa: oooo!!!! a pianist!! how dangeroussss!!! ahhh!!!!
poor don... haha.. he's too scared of tickles.. hah! this is plain randomnesss... stephen!! haha this was taken so long agoooo!! I miss you dearie!!

2006-10-27T20:10:00.000-07:00

hey hey,
sorry I did not post that much yesterday..
I was really tired.. ahhh!!
5 hours of dance...
straight... alamak!
we were all so tired.. then while we were skidding on the
floor..
(it's a dance move)
I hurt my foot! and there's a cut there... owwwww
so painful... and we have to do twirls and spin around
so many times... ai ya!!! and I did not wear the right shoes!!!
so my feet are hurting so badly... ahhhh.. after dance,
I could barely walk!!!
I'm going to open house later.. Hopefully the public will
like our school yeah? haha.. Auntie Olivia made a reallllllyyyy
addictive chocolate cake.. mmmmm.. I loved it!!! YUMMY!!!!! ooo!!
here's a pic of it!! yes yes.. haha it looks soooooo good righttt?????!?!?!?!?
Well, i'm off now, and this is to melissa khorrrr!!!!!!
HAVE A SPLENDID TIME IN CHINAAA!! WHEN YOU COME BACK, YOUR CHINESE
IS GOING TO BE SUPERB!! LOVE YEWWWWWW!!!!!!!!!!! MUAHHH!!!

2006-10-27T07:43:00.000-07:00

today was fun... i suppose.......i finally got pictures to come on.. yay me!!
me, yann and rachel.. it's the ladies room!! shh!! ratch wants to be a cook when he grows up.... so he's practicing now.. don't disturb!!!
ben, ratch and nickkk .... shockkkinnnggg!!! ahh!!!

i'll post sommore tmr..
cheers!! God Bless

2006-10-27T07:39:00.000-07:00

AHHHHH!!!!
i can't put pictures on my bloggg!!
ahhh!!
I'm so fed up!!! grrr....

Amazing graceee

2006-10-26T17:51:00.000-07:00

hihi... it's early.. normally i would wake up at what... 10? haha
well.. i was looking though my files and found this... haha..
founders' day...lolx.. our first performance of the year..
haha!! how fun was that!?!?! now, dance has shirked to a capacity
of what... less than 10 people? we had lots more....
then the plague of exams came... and swept all the upper levels away..
like sarina, mel, stephine, lishan, ozy, debbbie...
er .. actually debbie left earlier... so yeah.. i miss the crowd.. Theres
no school today, but i have to go back for dancee... 1 to 6 ok???!??!?!?!?
that's like.. 5hrs of hard work... alamak... i'm going to be so achey.... ahhh!!!
okok.. i'm going to go now.. buh bye! and God bless!

Let it rain

2006-10-26T06:29:00.000-07:00

hihi...
just heard the song Let it rain
by jojo... it's a nice song... lol

But I had to let go of the pain
Let love rain down on me (let it rain)
Cause you helped me open up my eyes
Show me things I could never see (let it rain)

lol.. dunno why but i can't upload my pics on blogger...
im so angry... boo... there's this pic of steph i really wanna
post.. haha!! it's so funny.. he frowning.. trying to do this
wave thing with his eye brows. haha
well i'll post again later.. buh bye
and God bless

now it's my time to shine...

2006-10-26T00:28:00.000-07:00

i found this pic on the web.. it's sooo nice!! lol
well....
When you taste freedom...
make sure you savour it..

hi everyone.. i'm alive and back from the
evil clutches of mean papers called exams..
you know what..I realised that the papers aren't
as hard as I think.. I just very GAN CHIONG!!
see Daryl!! I admitted it already ah!
Well.. exams are over and I am very happy..
more like over joyed la.. lol
sc girls just finished school...
whereas.. I finished my exams.. lol... i'm happy...
hmmmm.. ( long post ahead)

these are the things that happened so far..
you're going to laugh your head off.. trust me...

well art has been a nightmare not to mention we're making
BUGS outta wicker thingies... it's been more... how you say..
cataclysmic in such a way of..... destruction... and noise..
lol...
One day on science class.. Cj and alex kissed zong ye!!!! haha
it was so funny.. his face turned plush pink!! Everyone was laughing..
Talking about science class... Throughout the year, there have
been serious damages to the lab.. and people do bring in food to eat
and leave it in the drawers... therefore, it resulted in having rats
come into the lab... EWWW!!! and now, due to the damages done, we all have
to pay 50 bucks to compensate..... Cj was interrogating me!!! I wanted to pay
cause we have to be responsible for our actions..
but he was like: DID YOU DO ANYTHING????? ARE YOU GOING TO PAYYYYY!!!??????
I was terrified.. he looked so scary..!!haha well.. I guess no one will be paying
cause it's under unreasonable terms.. lol.. lotsa people think that **** did 3/4s
of the damage.. lol.. I so do I.. but.. you know. they should not make us compensate
cause not all of us did the damage.. only a handful..
moving right along!!!
hmmm what else... rachel went to LONDON!!! that is so unfair ok..
she got promoted to year 2 and did not even need to take the exam..
what has the world come toooo??? haha
I must say, i'm going to miss the year 6s...
ok.. I have to take a pic with mel, iain and esther once they come back!!!!
I NEEDDDD TOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!I'm going to miss my laughter la!!! ok.. they are the
best of allll!!! I LOVE ESTHER!! I LOVE MEL!!! I LOVE IAINNN!!!
hmmmm..well... uncle james is the funniest ang moh ever!!he has preetttyyy blue eyes!!!
haaha.. he calls me auntie sarah.. lol..
on the day of the chinese paper.. during break, I went with James and Allan to the vp's
office cause he wanted to see us.... And when I was inside the office..( he wanted to talk
to me about the lab thing), Allan and James were doing the stupid escalator thing
at the vp's window... I was going to burst out in laughter ok.. they were going up and down and up and down.. ahah!!! and it was funny ok!! Then the Vp was like.. I think you better go.. I can see your being stalked my boys.. haha!!! he could see by the refection... haha!!!!! but that moment was really funny... the Vp is a nice person!! haha...
Uncle Donovan can FLYYY!!!! hahah!! he really can ok!! Just tickle him!! and he flies!!
haha Wee kiat and Daryl were chasing him all over the place!! haha

These are the times that I'll always cherish!! Priyanka went to Hong Kong after the paper..
Have a great time sweets.. LOVE YA!!
ok.. I wanna go out with vera so badly ok.. ok Vera? if youre reading this.. I'll call you and make plans ok!??? I wanna shop!! lol

okok..
I'm going to do some other stuff and enjoy my freedom now.. lol
so buh bye!!
AND GOD BLESS!!

2006-10-19T00:22:00.000-07:00

ONE DOWN.......
FOUR MORE TO GO...
SEE YOU NEXT WEEK BLOGG...
WISH ME ALL THE BEST....
GOOD BYE...

2006-09-21T22:46:00.000-07:00

hihi, In school now, lolx,
doing a science project.. have to sit next to bobo
how sad.. he's actually kinda funny la... the way he says
his words.. lolx.. he just pushed me.. hahah....
and this is for gavin: YOu can have him. I dun want him... lol
you know who I am talking about...
lolx okok going now, buh bye!!!

2006-09-21T03:28:00.000-07:00

You make me feel out of my element
Like I'm walkin' on broken glass
Like my worlds spinnin' in slow motion
And you're movin' too fast

[Chorus]
Were you right, was I wrong
Were you weak, was I strong, yeah
Both of us broken
Caught in a moment
We lived and we loved
And we hurt and we joked, yeah
But the planets all aligned
When you looked into my eyes
And just like that
The chemicals react
The chemicals react

You make me feel out of my element
Like I'm drifting out to the sea
Like the tides pullin' me in deeper
Makin' it harder to breathe

We cannot deny, how we feel inside
We cannot deny

[Chorus]
Were you right, was I wrong
Were you weak, was I strong, yeah
Both of us broken
Caught in a moment
We lived and we loved
And we hurt and we joked, yeah
But the planets all aligned
When you looked into my eyes
And just like that
The chemicals react
The chemicals react

Kaleidoscope of colors
Turning hopes on fire, sun is burning
Shining down on both of us
Don’t let us lose it (don’t let us lose it...)

[Chorus]
Were you right, was I wrong
Were you weak, was I strong, yeah
Both of us broken
Caught in a moment
We lived and we loved
And we hurt and we joked, yeah

We lived
We loved
We hurt
We joked
We're right
We're wrong
We're weak
We're strong
We lived to love

But the planets all aligned
When you looked into my eyes
And just like that
Watch the chemicals react
And just like that
The chemicals react
(The chemicals react)

i'm in love with this song!!!
I LOVE THE CHOURS! YAY!! lolx

Were you right, was I wrong
Were you weak, was I strong, yeah
Both of us broken
Caught in a moment
We lived and we loved
And we hurt and we joked, yeah

i spoke to yen hua the other day.. and she sounds the same.. lolx
miss you dearie!!
going to study.. buh bye!!

2006-09-20T05:46:00.000-07:00

The parable went well today..
I'm glad that we got a good response.
I love filming the parable.. I got to know
some people better.. and well.. at least not fight
with bobo for one or two days...
I'm proud of my work....we wrote the scriptt!!
Tristan did a.... funny job.. for the prayer.. I mean
since he wanted to do it.. and I was writing the prayer..
why not put some WORDS in it for him to read??
Anyway, I told him how to pronounce "permeate" yesterday
and he did not ask this morning.. so.. yeahh.. lolx
my nose is still.. clogged up.. and yesterday, I had a mild
fever.. poor jeff.. he had a fever t'day..
lolx. one computer less t'day.
i'm addicted to "chemicals react"!!!! ahhhhh!! it's soooooo
niceeeee.. I love it...
"you make me feel outta my element.........
Were you right? Was I wrong? Were you weak was I strong? yeahh..
both of us broken. caught in a moment..."
I LOVE ITTT!!.. has a wonderful melodious beat..

On a separate matter, this is probably the fifth time i'm posting this..
ahhh.. exams are just around the corner.... and i'm scared.. I don't
wanna get retained... and Zong, you won't get retained ok..
youre like..so smart!! Getting all the ones and twos..
I need to work on my math.. although I have improved since last year lolx.
I still need to keep it up.. Holding to that rope... can I make it?:/
I recall, last year, I was so scared.. but all of you hot people were there..
lissa, alyna, yen hua, nat, chels, anna, cheryl, kim, veraaaaaa.. all these wonderful
people were by my side, helping me. So thanks... you girls are the best..
i'll be here if you need anything... any help.. just coming knocking on my
door. This song is for you.. cause you were there for me when I needed it

Hey what's your story
Hate to see ya lookin worried
You know you can tell me
Cause I am understanding
Would you mind sharing
What's bothering your happiness
Turn that frown upside down
What's with all this madness

Is it somethin somethin I should know?
Is it somethin , somethin I should know?
Cause I feel like you should have some hope
Then I feel like you should have some hope
Yeah, well

If things don't go your way
Use my shoulder to lean on
If things don't go your way
Use my pillow to lay on
If things don't go your way
Use my shoulder to cry on
That's what friends are for

I know it's a struggle
You gotta flex your muscle
Don't be scared to hustle
There's no reason to wrestle
Take your time
Clear your mind
You know I am here for you
Don't be scared
Pour out your heart
I'll be there wherever you want

Is it somethin , somethin I should know?
Is it somethin , somethin I should know?
Cause I feel like you should have some hope
Then I feel like you should have some hope
Yeah, well

If things don't go your way
Use my shoulder to lean on
If things don't go your way
Use my pillow to lay on
If things don't go your way
Use my shoulder to cry on
That's what friends are for

You can tell me
I'll help you when you help me
Oh baby I'll listen to you
Everything you're goin through
I swear I will
I swear I will
You can tell me
And you know you can trust me
Baby I'll listen to you And everything you're goin through
Ohhhhh
You know I will You know I will

If things don't go your way
Use my shoulder to lean on
If things don't go your way
Use my pillow to lay on
If things don't go your way
Use my shoulder to cry on
That's what friends are for
If things don't go your way
Use my shoulder to lean on
If things don't go your way
Use my pillow to lay on
If things don't go your way
Use my shoulder to cry on
That's what friends are for

That's it. I love you people la. you guys are the best..
and for lovely people in acs like... pri, virti,rae, mel,esther, iain,chern,zong, maurice,
darren, stephen, weekiat.. you guys are the best too.. thanks!!!! loveeeee!!!
sarah

i'm tired of rumours...

2006-09-19T05:08:00.000-07:00

I read lissa's blog... and I got this feeling
I should write about it..:

"Sticks and stones may break my bones, but words will never hurt me"
This phrase it utter rubbish.. know what I mean.
One word: rumours.
They hurt people, some may not be true,
The make people feel... degraded.
I look at her and just feel the pain..
I can see she's suffering..
in her despair, she is ignorant.
Oblivious to the fact that she can make a difference.
I look at the people that make fun and just wanna box them in the face.
Why is she... SHE the prime target.. yes, she may a bit difficult at times
but why? Once you get to know her, you come to realise that she is a really nice person.
It's just not fair,
when I sit there ..
and watch the destruction...
the pain and the suffering that will happen in time to come.
Why do people act like this? We are young ambassadors of Him..
By doing this... aren't you people making a fool of yourselves?
And those who know you?
I just think this is wrong..
Sooner or later, it will bite you back in the butt.
What comes around goes around.. just remember that......

I miss the yr 6s.. I miss my cousin.. I miss iain kor kor.. I miss esther jie jie..
most of all, I miss sarina jie jie.. wish you all the best for your upcoming exams..
Remember.. I love you guys.. and so does God..
God bless you and God bless me too..
lolx! Got that from my Auntie Pat. she's so funny!!!
signing off.... buh bye

ahhhhhh choooo!!!!!!

2006-09-19T03:30:00.000-07:00

Ahhhhh-choooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
sniff sniff.. i'm not in the best of moods..
for various reasons... First reason...
i'm sick.. i'm very sick... I woke up
this morning and could not talk at all. I don't
fancy being ill.. no I don't. I hate the feeling of
being sick.. it's like something overtakes your whole body
system. My body aches.. Why did I attend PE?? HUHHHH????
I should have just rested and studied. Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
Well.. my nose is all clogged up.. ahhh... I bet tomorrow, I
will either lose my voice.. or have a clogged nose...
ai yo...This is not fun at all. My body hurts, I can't breathe properly..
I can't talk properly..my eyes are blood-shot.. and I am extremely tired.
Plus. I have a test tomorrow.. ok this is really not my day...

I'm having dinner now.. so buh bye

2006-09-16T01:21:00.000-07:00

I turned on my computer and went to iTunes..
went to party shuffle and started playing songs.
And this song came up which touched my heart and made
me realise that we all do wrong.. but the Lord still loves us.
I just felt so sad.. you'll get what I mean when you read the lyrics

[Walter Williams]
Took me a while, but i'm finally here
So just wanna testify, make it crystal clear
(Take Ya Time)
See I've been picked out, to be picked on
Talked about out my friend's mouth
I've been beat down, til' he turned my life around
(Turned my life around)

[Chorus: Walter Williams]
Seems like I always fall short of being worthy
Cuz I ain't good enough, but he still loves me (Yeah)
I ain't no superstar, spotlight ain't shinin' on me (No, No, No, No, No)
Cuz I ain't good enough,(no) but he still loves me
(Loves Me!)

[Beyonce]
I used to, wake up somedays, and wished I had stayed asleep
Cuz I went to bed on top of the world, today the world's on top of me
Now everybody's got opinions (They Share)
They ain't been in my position (They Don't Care)
And it breaks my heart when I hear
what they have to say about me
(What they say about you)

[Chorus: All]
seems like I always fall short (Fallin short)
of bein worthy (Lord I aint worthy)
Cuz I aint good enough (no no)
but he still loves me (But you still love me Lord)
I aint no superstar ( I aint no superstar, I wanne be for you)
I wanna be for you
The spotlight aint shinin on me
cuz I aint good enough
but he still loves me ( But he still loves me, me, me, me, me)

I'm not perfect (I'm not perfect no, no ,no)
Yes I do wrong (Yes I do wrong)
I'm trying my best (Trying my best)
But It aint good enough (Just ain't good enough)
Shunned by the world (I'm shunned by the world, world, world, world)
If I don't succeed (If I dont succeed-cee-cee-ceed)
Cuz I aint good enough (I ain't good enough)
But he still loves me (I aint good enough)
Lord i aint worthy

[Bridge: Angie Stone, Beyonce, Choir]
If you ain't worth just raise your hands
And let me know that you understand
That we are all so blessed to be loved....loved
Stand for him and fall for anything
Cuz through his eyes we all look the same
What will we do, without blame

[Chorus: All]
feels like we always fallin' short
of being worthy (We are not worthy, no)
Cuz I ain't good enough,(no) but he still loves me (I ain't good enough, I ain't good enough)
I ain't no superstar,(I ain't no superstar)
the spotlight ain't shinin' on me (But I wanna be for you Lord)
Cuz I ain't good enough, but he still loves me (no, but u still love me, me, me)

I'm not perfect (I'm not perfect, no, no, no)
Yes I do wrong (Yes I do wrong, wrong, wrong, wrong)
I'm trying my best (Trying my best)
But It aint good enough (I ain't good enough) (Oh No!)
Shunned by the world (Shunned by the world, world, world, world)
If I don't succeed (If I dont succeed,cee-cee-ceed)
Cuz I aint good enough (I ain't good enough)
But he still loves me (Just ain't good enough, would y'all sing with me)

I'm not perfect
Yes I do wrong (If you understand me sing with me)
I'm trying my best
But It aint good enough (But the Lord is so good to me)
Shunned by the world (if you shunned by the world, world, world )
If I don't succeed (Shunned by the world)
Cuz I aint good enough (I ain't good enough)
But he still loves me (But the Lord still loves me)

No I ain't good enough (No, No, No, No)
But he still loves me (Raise your hands if you understand)
No I ain't good enough (How he blesses you, cuz he blessed me too)
But he still loves me (Even though I ain't worthy)
No I aint good enough (You ain't worthy, he's there for you)
But he stil loves me (No matter what I do)
No I aint good enough (I ain't good enooooooooough)
But he stil loves.....me (But the Lord still loves...me)

it's a short song. but holds so much meaning..
It was like the Lord was telling me that even if I do things
that are not up to the world's standard.. it's up to His, its such
a blessing that I have so many wonderful people in my life that guides
me through the day... people that care.. and love me..
People like my family, priyanka.. virti... zong... chern.. lissa.. chels.. naomii.. david.. mel.. iain..sarina.. so many. that I love... And this song pops up.. you just feel like breaking down and crying in a good way cause like you feel so loved.
like the song says:

I'm not perfect
Yes I do wrong
I'm trying my best
But It aint good enough
Shunned by the world
If I don't succeed
Cuz I aint good enough
But he still loves me

that is just full of meaning. know what I mean? :/

I ain't no superstar,(I ain't no superstar)
the spotlight ain't shinin' on me (But I wanna be for you Lord)

that's the part of the song that makes me feel : that's how I feel...
and then it goes to the chorus... which makes me feel.. special..
it's true.. what will we do without blame? No one is "holy"[ meaning set apart]
and who will be the one that judges us when we do wrong?
I just felt like posting this.. cause it has so much meaning...

feels like we always fallin' short
of being worthy (We are not worthy, no)
Cuz I ain't good enough,(no) but he still loves me (I ain't good enough, I ain't good enough)
I ain't no superstar,(I ain't no superstar)
the spotlight ain't shinin' on me (But I wanna be for you Lord)
Cuz I ain't good enough, but he still loves me (no, but u still love me, me, me)

sarah

2006-09-15T08:25:00.000-07:00

i'll just write about today.. Well. I ate so much
cause my girlfriend was not in school
so badd....-.- missed her so much today. Hung out with
tay and lshak during lunch.. Then lshak pushed me into the
rain-.- I got so wet.. I started
running in the rain!!The funny part was that my mom came
cause she was doing the reading mom's thingie.. and tay was like
oh... sarah's there!!! lolx.. and my mom was like.. why are you all
wet??? haha!! I said I ran in the rain.. I guess I like rain. Makes
me feel.. comfortable and relaxed.. you know the feeling when you get
when you are about to sleep and it starts to rain? Yeahh I like that
feeling. It's nice. haha. i'm sorry girlfriend.. I want to come to your
house tomorrow but let the exams pass first ok? love you dear!! I would give anything
to go.. but just not now yeah? Still loving you.. haha
Hung out with sandy and virti after school
[ f.y.I foo... your cologne smells funny-.- haha!] anyway.. I like
the new dance to the song called pray. It's nicee!! But it's a bit fast
though. How does melissa do it in such a way that it is so clean cut
and perfecttt???? lolx went to modestoes after dance with the dance people.
The food is real good I must say. I enjoyed being one of jackey's "children"
I was the only chinese child!! haha! we were laughing throughout dinner and
I certainly enjoyed myself! We went to toysrus after that.. I love toysrus.. I
remember every Christmas, my gramma would bring me there to pick out my present!
Once, I picked this boat out.. but now it's dead..-.- haha!! All of us bought thing
egg flip thing.. its this pink egg where you flip it and our comes a chickk!! so cutte!!
I wanted this green one so bad... but in the end, bea got it.. it's so so so so so so so
so so cuteee!!!! I exchanged mine with ananya and got a blue leopard-printed one..
I really wanted the green one ok.. I LOVEE GREEENNNNN!!!! haha!!
well, I think that's it.. so buh bye!!
lovee

2006-09-14T06:59:00.000-07:00

I'm going to sing, shout and clap my hands..
Jasmine is FINALLY out of Singapore Idol..
I hope Hady wins... NOT JON!!!
hady....yeahhh lolx.. It's been studying time
now.. and the clock is ticking, real fast..
And it's incessantly fast.. and it's not a good
thing... More ticks, less time to study. I want to
put in all my best in this paper.. You have no idea how
hard this is...
" No I can't breathe... No I can't sleep.. I'm barely hanging on"
Yess behind these hazel eyes..lolx.. Studying has made me
something like that.. BUT!!! I'm still the cheerful girl that I am in
school.. yesss.. Sometimes I just want to forget everything
and plonk on my bed and sleep for 100 years.. like sleeping beauty..
And i'll be awaken by my dog that licks my face and I realise that
it's a dream-.-
ok that was really lame. Anyway. Yesterday. daryl's sister said that
I was her best friend!! so cuteee!!! And daryl was like laughing.. so bad..-.-
haha
okok. I wanna go.. so buh bye!!

irritating... angry... why.. arghhhh

2006-09-13T06:02:00.000-07:00

Today was funny..
In the morning... the guys were carrying the long chair/bench
like thing in the hall while I was sitting on it..
I to take a picture of it one day.. it was so hilarious!!
I love it. And when they tip it one side, I slide off.. it's quite fun actually...
I can't feel my fingers now.
Ben fu took the tennis ball when leona and I were playing
tennis. And there was one at the top of the tennis court fence
like thing.. So, like spider man, I climbed up the "wall"
and got the ball.. yay me!! ok anyway, I was climbing down and I though
I was going to fall.. so I was like hanging there... ahhhh.. and I just jumped
off and luckily landed on the floor with my 2 feet YAY!! At that juncture,
I realised that I could not feel my hands.. but now I can.. thanks pri and
virti for all the concern.. I have not idea what I would do without you gals.
Painted Zong's hair today.. that was really fun. Haha. I painted the England
thing on his head. you know the football flag? yeahhh that one. haha.. but he
washed it off in the end... boo... he ruined my master piece.. meanie la.
I just heard that we won the bball match.. yay!!! haha 52-30.. something like that
that's a good thing..

I'm so scared.. have it's going to be exams soon and I really don't want to fail
any subject. not one.. i'm sadd... cause i'm studying like mad now.. And when I
come home from school.. I feel so drained.. and in the morning. I feel tired..
But I know that I can place all my burdens on Jesus.. I guess.. i'm just felling a
bit sick.. I hate being sick.. my voices goes high.. I get a head ache.. I wanna
sleep.. I feel dizzy.. And for no particular reason you know. It's getting irritating..
And I really hate it.. I have a splinting head ache right now.. and I really wanna sleep
so i'm going.. buh bye!

2006-09-10T03:25:00.000-07:00

It's the last day of the holidays and I wish
I could have seen Rusty and Ally. I miss them so much.
The last time I saw them was what.. 3 years ago?
I hope that at the end of the year, we would go to
Virginia and spend Autumn and Winter there.. And Christmas too.
Aww. I miss them so bad.. I wanna watch ally fly in the air again
so cool!!! she pole vaults and she's like the best in the team..
Rusty... hmm what can I say about him.. super talented la.. haha
ok.. he swims, plays the saxophone, plays foot ball, plays rugby,
and what else.. OH!! he cooks and sings!! he's the coolest kor kor
ever!! I LOVE BOTH OF THEMMMMM..... Hopefully, they'll come and visit
me!! Miss them so so muchh... haha that's like the third time
I said it.. In this situation.. I don't think the
phrase "Absence makes the heart grow fonder" applies very well here.. haha
I lied on my bed this morning and just allowed my mind to "drift"
which isn't that great a thing.. so.. it just led me back to sc.. I could
see all the girls sitting around someone with the latest issue of
Lime magazine. Looking for the page with either Simple Plan or Good Charlotte.
Typical.. so so typical... in fact, whatever silly magazine that had an article
of them, most of the girls will be running toward that table with the magazine...
which sometimes.. was mine..-.- Anyway, someone flipped to the page with that winner
of the.. project superstar guy.. you know the one that is blind.. yeahhh..
so anyway.. I think he was wearing glasses with his mouth open.. and Charlotte
commented..: Ewwww!!!!! LOOK AT HIS TEETH!! they look so sick.. all "disfigured"
.. well, something along those lines.. and my good friend, lissa, retaliated:
He's blind, why should he care???
I laughed my head off.. With that, I really miss melissa.. and all her wonderful,
wise, witty comments.. cause all of them make so much sense.
Before PSLE, kim would make up all these Bible jokes.. like how many animals
were there when the baby Jesus was born? or who was someone's husband?
And melissa said: Who was sarah's husband??
and everyone was laughing.. haha. it's kinda funny I guess.. but after a while, they
stopped... *Pheww!!.. that's a relief!! And at the end of the year, after we went swimming,
Lissa and I would listen to music on her Ipod.. irritating songs like Hilary Duff come clean...
blah blah blah.. and chelsea would hate it so much when we sang the sons just to irritate
her.. hah.. I miss lissa and chels...
that's it for today... i'm just an average school girl thinking..
Sarah

2006-09-09T05:20:00.000-07:00

hihi..
went to watch monster house today... people should have come ok..
After the movie, went back to yong an. watched dodge ball AGAIN.
haha.. i've made a decision.. if there is a volly ball cca... i'm joining it.
I hit the ball so hard today, until it almost fell into the car park
OOOPPS!! haha darren's brothers a simple adorable.. especially the
5 year old one.. when I had the ball, he was chasing me
around and around. I feel like a kid again!! playing
monkey again. I guess everyone has a little kid in them huh? hah
I LOVE BEING A KID!!!! haha even priyanka said that I was such a
kid.. hur hur. yup!!! I'm just a kid.. but life's not a nightmare!!!
now my feet hurt and it's not funny. Not at all..
The primary 5 guy threw the ball, which hit kiat's head.. and after the ball hit his
head, it hit mine-.- I was totally shocked cause it came at the ...
I have little cuts on my toes now.. and they hurt very much.. but hey.
lets embrace the pain for a lil' while.. hah
buh bye

"All the world's a stage, all the men and women are merely players"

2006-09-08T05:37:00.000-07:00

you know what. I just wondered:
why do we put these sometimes oh so boring,
funny, sad, furious situations on our site?
yeah it's called a blog.. is it our way
of letting it all out? Take this, if we are caught in
a dilemma or an ordeal... we write it down here.
Even with trivial matters.. like getting angry at your
dog for barking so loud or getting real
frustrated at your sibling because they borrowed your
stuff without asking you... get the picture? It's like
our way of shouting.. and let all the anger disperse...
Do people even read the things that I write? Or is it
just a complete waste of time? But then again, who am
I to comment on these things...Why is it so that when
people get angry or sad, they write it down here? What is
so special about blogs? If you think that it's privacy you need,
i'm sorry buddy, but this is not the place for you to drown all
your sadness and anger.. I guess the reason why I write
on my blog is to let people know what blessings there are in this
world.. what to do and what not to do. And my very wish is that what
I do wrong will help others realise not to do that. It could be lying,
not cleaning up my room or having a bad attitude. I just don't want people
to do the same thing that I did..

I enjoyed my day today. I spent time with my mom and dad..
hahah.. went shopping with mom in the mornin' and
went shopping with my dad in the afternoon. I got my bubble tea
again!! and yeah.. I got strawberry. lolx.... I'm going to school
tomorrow to meet with pri.. haha and I can't wait. I'm dead beat.
so i'm MAY hit the sheets soon. lolx even though its oh so early..
haha. Bye!!

2006-09-06T03:00:00.001-07:00

i'm reading this book called 24 girls in 7 days.
It's a real cool book...
It's about prom!!!! lolx...
you know i've just realised how much i have grown..
I mean... just a few years ago.. I was playing downstairs..
with all the other kids... and scurrying around the condo..
playing hide and seek, blind mice, catching.. and all that jazz..
its amazing how fast time can fly... I look at the little ones that
I used to baby sit.. and just laugh.. yeah.. there were
times where it was hard to look after... but.. you know...
I don't regret a single time that I did. And now.. they've grown..
and when I go visit them in the park... they ask me why I don't
come down to play with them anymore.. And that just makes me.. cry..
it makes me sad to just reminisce of the beautiful times
I had with them... and when I have to leave... they say: Bye bye jie jie
sarah... can you play with us again? And when I nod, they dance for joy.
that is just the icing on the cake.. to hear them ask for me to
play with them again.... and then.. they give me a hug and don't want
to let go.... and when I leave them.. they start to cry....
that really touches my heart...so now, I decided... like last year,
I will complete my work.. do it once.. do it well.. and then, look for anna and
sophie.. they are just the best... I really love them.. from the bottom of my heart.
I can't wait to see them all grown up But that would be in a long long
time.. haha they're just 2 and 5 years old.. or are they older..??
haha.. I feel like such a parent..
Now I know what MY parents feel like.. lolx!
i'll try to get a picture of my darlings the next time I see them.
they are adorable!!!!! i'll give you a hint:
they've been in magazines and in the papers!!! haha
really wonderful children....

Well... the holidays have been full of work for me... and well..
a little bit of shopping here and there... I'm happy cause I got my
bubble tea.. ( all smiles right now )
hopefully i'll get to catch a movie with my friends this week end... lolx
I think I have to go now.. so
signing of...
I LOVE YOU ANNA AND SOPHIE SO SO SO MUCH!!!!!!!!
YOU GALS ARE MY DARLINGS!!

2006-09-04T06:11:00.000-07:00

isit it amazing.. I mean to feel no pain..
NO PAIN... none at all???
I think to myself.. is that a blessing... or more like a curse.
I was watching a show where they interviewed this family
that had a 5 year old daughter that could not feel any pain
what so ever.... she was born like that...
at a tender age, just as she was developing teeth..
the young girl started chewing her fingers... so much so that
if her mother did not stop her, she would have chewed her finger
all the way to the bone. As the "painful" years passed on,
her conditions became from bad to worse.. she would dig her
eyes. Due to the fact that
her parents did not want to watch her go blind in vain,
they had no other choice but to get the doctors to
stitch them up to prevent them from being
infected by the dirty things she touches and she would just keep
on trying to pry them open. After a few years, they decided to open
her eyes... but it was too late... one of her eyes were gone...
she was blind in one eye.. and the little girl could not feel it at all.
then I think... it's such a blessing for us to feel pain..
lets just cut it..... it's a blessing for us to even feel...
can you imagine a world without any feelings....
feelings as in you can't feel how nice your bag feels...
or how rough your skin is.... the world would be totally different from
what it is now..... we won't really need to say :"oops!! sorry I bumped into you!"
or " i'm so sorry I hit you! it was an accident."
life would just be so different... so I'm going to be thankful to
feel pain... yeahh it sounds crazy... but I'm going to be thankful for
feeling....

I like my new layout.. it rocks!! lolx!! haha
I trimmed my hair today.. smsed zoey tay...(hur hur!)
he's going for some archer thing tomorrow..
I think it's a competition?? haha so good luck boy!! all the best
to you and .... group.... lolx
so... that's it i suppose..
buh bye!!!
sarah

2006-09-03T08:16:00.000-07:00

I just came back from watching devil wears prada
I guess it's a good show.. I simply ADORE the clothes
Anne Hathaway wears in this movie...
she looks drop-dead-gorgeous..!!!!
I guess you could say that this movie
is basically about the fashion world where you're either in,
or out...I would watch it again if I had the chance to..+)

On a separate matter,
I just realised that my hair does look as if it has been high-lighted
WHY!?? that's amazing.. I have never gone to dye my hair before...
it's like... brown... light brown...... brown......
I have hair that has an attitude!! hur hur.. I guess I love my hair..
if only it was as long as chelsea's.... which will happen in a million years
haha

Listening to moody's mood for love now...
that song just takes me away to dreamland.. the saxophone
just sweeps me away.... i'm getting addicted to this song
it's a lovely ballad... haha.. i'm going to listen to it all night
long... hur hur... it makes you feel as if you're on clouds...
so light.... so.... I dunno... but it makes me feel really good...
RELAXED... that's the word that song makes me feel relaxed...
haha.. the good part is that it does not make me go all emo..
unlike songs like unfaithful and too little too late.. lolx+))

well, i'm going to watch tv now so buh bye!

2006-08-31T07:23:00.000-07:00

hey..
it was teacher's day today..the performance was great
I loved every thing. haha... oldham rocks okay!!!!!
I am so so so so so so sorry naomii!! I really wanted
to help... so sorry!!!!!I owe you and the others one!!!
one big one!! haha
how I wished I brought my cam...
being the same, forgetful me, I forgot to
bring it.... so could not take any pictures
of the teachers doing their funny skit.
I went to sc today!!!! (sorry I if I miss anyone out so sorry)
I saw: melissa, yen hua, chelsea, alysia, kim, VERAAAAA, cheryl,
annabell, khoon ting and er.. I think that's it.. haha
gave them the cupcakes.. lolx went back to holland v
met with some people.. went to acs inde to watch the rugby matchh
haha..
that was it for today... and i'm really happy that I could see my
besties once again.. it was amazing to see khoon ting wear a skirt ok..
everyone has changed one way or another.. no matter how you put it.
it just makes you think... why have we changed?
for the better I hope... and er... I guess nothing with change our
friendship and trust. (since we all changed... so should U. if you don't
want to make new friends. then don't. be that way and stick to your old ones.
I just want to know, how are you going to make friends at work when we
all grow up.. Making new friends is a part of life and you should not
change that cause people like it that way.. like I said... we have ALL MOVED ON.)

Well... i'm going to watch devil wears prada on Sunday with mel and her family
yay!! finally!!! I just heard that tomorrow i'm going shopping!!! YESS!!!
I wanna look for a new color of brown for my nails.. haha
Mrs Ashley's is always one color... BLACKK.. haha... the guys think it's nice
I prefer brown... maroon also can..

Well, i'm going off now... buh bye!
sarah

2006-08-28T03:41:00.000-07:00

i found this really cool pic on
the net... i like it!!! haha i printed
it out and put it on my wall.. haha
dawn and i made these cartoon characters called
super sarah and super duper dawn and super kelly
haha!! well.. at least i dont have to change the logo
for my name!! CHINESE!!!!! wow.. it's getting
more slaky-er every day.. we watched home run
today at chinese.... that made me recall the
time when the whole of sc... from don't know what year
to p6..... went to gv to watch it... as a field trip ok!!!! how cool is that?? haha
and guess who was there??!?!?!?!?!?!?! I remember all the girls
were swooning over him...( joshua and isit?? well... one of the so called"cutee" actors)
haha. Jack neo was there too and Joshua... something.. hahah..
in the middle of the show, joshua's phone rang haha... and
when the show ended.. they came down to ...er..... i actually don't
really know why they came down... all the girls were
screaming like ........ er..... all of them were screaming la... i mean,
so what it you think he's cute.... just sit down and see(er... hear) what they have
to say la!!! scream later can oso... haha!
well, these are the memories that stick in my mind for a long long long time..
haha!! well, i'm going to eat now...
sarah

2006-08-27T01:02:00.000-07:00

okay. I have no idea what is wrong with me
everything is going so fast.....
it's like in click... i'm typing fast.. my computer is
going at a faster speed than normal....
everything...... it's like my life is on fast forward
I really have no idea what is wrong with me...

2006-08-26T17:21:00.000-07:00

ok.. the rest of the pictures are here.. lolx

isn't marcus cuttee??? he did not wanna take a picture cause he does not
like taking them... and he was running around the table....
then, i took a shot.. haha!! he got so hyper last night!!!! all the parents were
like: di di, calm down!! haha.. i have to look after them some times....
and they're fun to hang with!!!!!

come on ryan.... SMILE!!!! i accidentally took this... and took his eyes
instead of his face.. haha!!

the gals..

the guys.....
we are family!!!!
well.. that's it I suppose..
haha. yesterday was an eventful night.... and
i enjoyed myself very much.
i going to study now!!!!
sarah

2006-08-26T07:40:00.000-07:00

to day was gramma's birthday...
that's her... and er... her sister.. lolx

that's mel and i...
these are my cutee cousins....
here they are again..!!
i'll post some more tomorrow

2006-08-25T07:12:00.000-07:00

i took this photo today..
lolx

2006-08-24T07:37:00.000-07:00

okay. today was kind of productive...
we learnt a new chapter in science...
where everyone freaked out cause it was
classified under a CERTAIN subject...
(i don't think I need to continue about what the
subject is.....-.-)
anyway. While the guys were laughing.
Miss Nar said that this was a test of maturity..
I think she is so right!!!
All the guys were laughing and talking
sick..ewwwww
I accidentally sliced my skin on my finger off
while I was eagerly cutting cardboard...
ouch.. it really hurt!!played football with pri and
dawn today.. I like her football ball...
it's so shinny!!! wow!!!! lolx!
oh yeah... this is to LIM WEE KIAT..
whatever you do... please don't pierce your ear!!!!
don't don't don't!!!DON'T!!!!
haha.. i'm going to sleep now...
lovees!!
sarah

2006-08-24T05:20:00.000-07:00

nice rightt???!??!?!?!
haha
sarah

2006-08-23T05:01:00.000-07:00

It's official!!! i'm i n love with shoes!!!!!! I'M IN LOVEE!!!!

2006-08-23T03:53:00.000-07:00

LIM WEE KIAT IS A MEANIEE!!!!!
I'M TELLING EVERYONE!!!
mau mau found a dead bee on the floor of the
tennis court while we were playing football..
and wee kiat picked it up and started waving it in
my face!!!! and he knows that I hate bugs... dead ones too...
you are a mean person!!! mean mean mean mean!!!!! well..
at least you don't pull my hair!! that's the limit!!
mean mean mean.. well.. I guess I forgive you week!!! cause you are
like one of my closest friends... so yeah...
anyway.. you apologised like... a million times.. so .. if you're
reading this... I forgive you and you need not apologise to me
anymore... Yesterday was interesting.... during swimming, we did some
really nice backstrokes... thereafter, went back to school
and chatted with stephen,mau mau, daren,while I was eating rice
yeah.that's about it.. hah. i'm getting scared.... exams are coming soon
and I'm not really coping well... i'm really scared.... so, I decided,
i'll work hard and then i'll play hard later in the year.... I want to know
my result!!! i'm eager to improve!!!!! I know my english is not a problem,
neither is my pe,music,art, geog..... science. I have faith in myself..
chinese... i'm having problems,.... maths... okay la... I guess it all start
with believing in yourself and enjoying the subject...
it all starts from within..

i'm kinda angry cause I thought my science test was next week.
However, I was wrong, it was today. 2 IN A ROW OK!?!?!?!?!
like hello??!?! I thought miss nar said one?! I'm really angry now
cause I got the wrong information again. I'm trying my best and
I can't even get a simple task right??!?!! why?!?!
what in the world wrong with me?!?!?!?!?!??!!!!!!!!!!?????!?!?!?!?!

I went to the potluck last week.. and I must say that the parents did a good job.
thanks mommy, daddy, mrs menon and mrs jumabhoy for the warmth that you have always
come with. I have never seen so many foreign students come together like this
before!! hur hur.

Melissa came backk from china!!!!! I just got off the phone with her...
we talked about how we moved on.. and I think she's right, all of us have moved on..
so should_____ really...

I should go study now...
sarah

2006-08-19T23:40:00.000-07:00

hi...
it's August already!!!!
time really flies by when you're having
fun.. hah. well. all I have to say is that
I better start working.. cause I really
don't wanna get retained... and I wanna get into
year 2. that's basically it.. I just want this to happen..
study hard and get into year 2... so less play.. more work
ok.. I have not done this in a while so..
bear with me.

Priyanka: hihi!! you know, I feel really blessed to have
a friend like you. I mean, yeah I have great friends..
But none of them are like you. And you know what, i'm glad
I came to acs and found you cause I have never had such
a wonderful sister like you.. that's why I call you wonderful
sister. I LOVE YOU!! And nothing, nothing can make me stop
sticking on to you cause you're the best!!! Thanks for being
there for me! I LOVE YOU!!

Homegirl: hey homegirl, wow.. you have been such a great friend..
and I really don't want you to leave.. I really don't. Cause, when
you do, no one is going to have so much fun with me while I am
waiting for my dance rehearsals. I really wanna thank you for
all the laughter and joy you have blessed me with. Even though I know that
next year you won't be here... I just wanna let you know
that you have a very special place in my heart.!! I love you my homegirl!

Wee kait, mau mau, darren, stephen: HEY HEY HEY!!!! you guys are really
one great bunch. you always make me laugh. I don't know how you guys do it.
you just tickle me pink. All the time. so thank you... for that. I hope that next
year i'll be in one of your classes!! lolx!!

David and Zong ye.: hey!! you guys are like me brothers.. haha.. always there for me...thanks for all the fun times and the laughter too.

Shih chern: hihi..thanks for the listening ear you always lend me. You are
really a true friend!!! SHARKS'S FIN HEADD!! so thanks so so much!! Oh. and don't
pull my hair anymore ah!

ananya and naomii: hihi!! you 2 are always together!! and naomii is always so so
so so cute!! in her own little way.. And so is ananya!! so thanks guys!!

Sarina: hi jie. thank you for all your support and advise. I'm glad that
I have a jie like you..cause the love that you give is like no other!! I LOVE YOU SARINA!!

Sandra: hello sandra.! hur hur. i'm so glad you joined dance... you're so cute when you
dance my dear... hah! all I hope is that you'll be happy happy happy!!!Love you my dear!

Mel, iain and Esther: hihi, thanks for being such great seniors.. You guys always treat me like your younger sister... so thanks!! LOVE YOU GUYS!!!

Lissa, Chelsea, Vera, Nat and Cheryl: hi dearies! thanks for being there
for me... 2 years ago, last year, this year.. I just wanna let you gals know
that I'll be there for you... no matter what happens... LOVE YOU GALS!!!

okay.. that's it I suppose... hur hur.
I gotta go study now. I got this geog. test coming up like in 2 days time
so too-ra!!

2006-08-15T03:22:00.000-07:00

i like this............cause we were altogether..
i hate this... i hate missing you!

SAMMMMMMM!!!!!!!
PLAEASE COME BACKK!!!
ITS NOT THE SAME WITHOUT YOU!!
COMEE BACKK!!!! EVERYONE MISSES YOU!!!
COME BACKKKKK!!!!!!!

2006-08-12T06:35:00.000-07:00

hihi... I just talked to lissa.. haha
she's going to china soon for 7 days for
swimming competition.. I miss all my friends
in sc okay.. really I mean.. I look at
ben fu and it reminds me of yen hua[ he likes to
catch all the creepy bugs and lizards lols... so does yen hua..plus
they are really good friends too lolx]
and I chat with all lissa and chels and vera and cheryl
and it reminds me of the fun I had last year.. although
it was a tough year.. we handled it well... And I wanna
say that I miss all you gals.. a lot!!

I was chatting with Foo just now hah..
and he was talking about his new
cool lighter and I was like.. COOL!!!
I like lighters and knives and all the
guy-ish stuff.. gadgets and stuff and he said to
check if I was a girl cause I play losta x-box as well
hah.. and I was like I think your a gal.. and he said:
DUH!!! haha...
you really are ok foo.. I mean I touch your hair and you
freak out!! haha! his lighter is way cool!! lols
well I gtg now. wanna play xbox.. lols
buh bye!!

2006-08-11T06:09:00.000-07:00

hihi.. came back from dance practice..
wow!! so much stretching ok.. also must do
half split... and so much more..
haha... Jackey went on stage, went behind and climbed
on the high box thing and started acting like Batman and
Spiderman.. then.. Ananya said: I will fall if you laugh!!!"
hahahahahahaha!! I think she meant I will laugh if you fall..
lol... what else happened? oh.. we skipped 1st period cause there
was that english speaking thing where the judges were not there
until dr. b. realised that they weren't there.. hur hur..
so poor mervyn had to start again.. lol...it was kinda cool
cause we skipped english.. I must say. dance is getting more
intense.. more people are joining and since mel is always watching
my steps.. it's worse.. cause she's going to spot every wrong
step I make... arghhhhh. I went online and found these really neat
hot pick guitars... nice right??? they are so hot!!
haha I gtg. hope you enjoy the pics!!!

i like this one the most!!!

2006-08-10T05:08:00.000-07:00

hihi...
okay. there is school tomorrow.. yay..!! lol
I came back today and realised that I was too late to
see vera... ohhpoo... *sniff sniff* and
when I reached home, she reached home. I was looking
forward to seeing you veve.. so so sorry.. was at school
helping my parents with some stuff.
lol.. but I saw chelsea!! haha!! I love you dearie!!
hur hur... oh and sarina... I really wanna thank God
cause he has given me such a wonderful jie jie like you
who is totally understanding and just plain lovable..
I LOVE YOU JIE!! FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART!!
YOU HAVE NOT ONLY BEEN A WONDERFUL OGL... BUT ALSO
A SISTER IN GOD..THANK YOU SARINA! YOU HOLD A SPECIAL
PLACE IN MY HEART!! MUACKKKKSSS!
haha ok.. I going to watch tv now.. au revior!!

2006-08-09T19:34:00.000-07:00

the "twohill" star.... yar rightt!!?!?![tha's jums]
me,sam,pri.i miss you sam... a lot...
my class..

i wanted to post pics.. lol
well you see jums making a funny face..
not that funny la.. lol ok ok... i wanna go eat..
bye

2006-08-09T07:18:00.000-07:00

hihi..
ok.. the new tag bored is up and running
I am happy..

Tuesday:
Ok.. the national day program was not so bad..
It was supposed to end at 11 something..
But it ended an hour earlier.. hur hur..
the yr. 3 class dance thing was cute...
SHIH CHERN WAS SOOOOO GOOOODD!!! haha!!! man..
I could see you trying not to look at me!!!!
it was a cute performance..lol
Our dance performance was a blast. even though I did not
get to see the fan dance.. I was happy with my performance
I did not make a mistake!!!! YAY!!!!!! that's why i' so happy
everyone ni dance did a fab. job!!!!SARINAA!!! I want you back!!
haha jkjk.. come back to dance ok jie? LOVE YOU!!

When I looked at my phone and look at what it said:
SEE LA!! BECAUSE OF YOU I STUCK HERE WITH 2 PEOPLE
TALKING ABOUT MARRIAGE!! ALL YOUR FAULT!
haha!! and it was from zong ye.. lol!! sorry la!!
what can I say... I'm proud to be in dance..
hur hur.. I was in an air-condition room when
the rest of the yr. 1 cohort was at fort canning!!!
Under that blazing hot sun...
so.. was the trip fun guys??!?!?!??!?! haha
we sang happy birthday in chinese..... english..
vietnamese..... Japanese..... Korean.....
Hindi....... malay......... what else?? haha!!
OH!! the year 4,5,6 had a fashion competition!!!
Jia yi looked so so so so so good!!!!!!!! really!
So did Aqueel and Kathi... kathi looked goooooooddd....
Mr. SMITH!!! oh gawsh.. where do I start??
ok.. he wore a kilt... which was cute
then!! he started lifting it up!!! oh my... that was funny..
I guess to get more points from the judges..I wonder if that worked..
lol...

SHUN THINKS JUMS LOOKS LIKE TWOHILL!!!!!!!!!!!
sorry I had to say that... shun walked pass jums
while I was talking to him and then shun said..
: Ameer.. you look like Paul twohill..
HAHAHAHAHHAHHAHAHHAHAH!!! so so so not true.
When I have a pic with jums.. I shall post it
and then you people can be the judge of that!! hah!

After that, I was supposed to go to pri's house.. then... TIM had to
hear me over the phone with her and he wanted to come as well..
So I asked pri if he could come and guess what she said...
OK SURE!! ohhhhhhh.. well the both of us went with mel,iain,sugi and esther
to hogs breath to eat.. my my.. the food there is goooooddddd.. yumm...
haha.. took a taxi to pri's house and played badminton,hide and seek,3 blind mice..
I must say... I love being a kid... haha!! going back to all those
games really make me smile.. I always like to play hide and seek.. hur hur
my mom picked us up and we dropped tim home..
thanks priyanka!! you rock so so so so so so much!! that's why youre my baby
sister!! I LOVE YOU!!!

Today:

SPRING CLEANING..
ok.. I did the whole house.. sweep.. mop... the whole sha-bang
at 6, we went to mel's house for dinner... ryan and marcus were
trying to kill me.... they were throwing pillows at my face...
argghhhh..the next time I see them, I will take a picture to show
you...

Well that's it!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!!!!

2006-08-08T23:57:00.000-07:00

I hope you guys don't mind me changing my blog..
tee hee...

ewwww..
my mom made me drink watermelon and celery juice..
ewwwwwwwww.......... it's soooooo bitter!!!
eewwwwww. I hate it!!
sorry wee kiat.... I can't go.. so so so so so sorry
I really wanna go out. But I can't. Maybe another time
yeah??
I went out with pri and tim yesterday.
and I had a good time.. haha!!
well I gtg...
will post later
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!

2006-08-08T23:04:00.000-07:00

this is for you my friend:

hey______:
yup.. this is the second time I am writing to you..
As much as you think you are at the"verge of insanity"..
you going to have to realise that you can't run away...
from anything..I know you want to go overseas so that you
will have more freedom.... do you actually think that
that is going to help? You will feel more helpless than ever..
yes, it is true that absence makes the heart grow fonder..
but.. who will you go to when you are sad? My dear.. there
is no place like home.. no matter what you think..
Well.. if you are down.. blue.. the whole sha-bang....
just come knock on my door cause.. That's what
friends are for... You know I am here for you.. so don't be sad..
pour out your heart.. i'll be there wherever you are...
I'm here to cheer you up.. people don't just say that I am
suffering from laughing disorder you know.. lol... I guess what I am
trying to say is that.. No matter what... you'll have to face your
giants.. yeah.. it may not be easy... but... you know where to find me...
Like I said... count your
blessings, name them one by one...
Sarah